i've got a heavy heart for my friends
it's as though i can feel their pain
i dont understand why
sometimes i come to a point where i cry to God on their behalf
*sighs*

i'm like a fairy who want to but can't fly
chained fairy
O_o''


BUT

it's a good thing tho
to be able to be sensitive towards ppl's needs
now all i need to do is to control it
of coz, with your help God =)


I


MUST


PRAY!!!



dear friends,

i really do not know what to say but this i know, God will bring you through. you and your family. press on and never give up!! He has definitely something great install for you guys.or else ,why would you be in the situation you are in now?? *thinking smiley* btw, He never chooses the weak. i love you guys heaps. will always be there for you. to listen and to pray.

love,
li

yesterday was my daddy's birthday..
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DADDY!!!!
i heart heart heart you so much!!!

remember how i said that today was going to be an awesome day at uni???
you bet i was right!!! muahahahaha..COZZZ I PASSED MY AFA MID-SEM TEST!!!!!!!!!!! now, that's a BIG fat reason to be happy for *grinsssss*
and of also coz i had lunch with my care group members

something very funny happen last night..
Pegganasauras and ChelTheCutie went out last night leaving me home alone O_o
now, i dont have a problem being home alone..BUT the thing is, i NEED them at home so that i can go to their room just to ask what there are doing and come back to my room to continue doing whatever i was doing..hahaha..
SO, yesterday, with them not being in the house, i fell asleep at 9.30pm!!!! COZ coz i was bored..hahaha..
Pegganasauras thought i was out then she called my hp only to find out that i'm sleeping..ngek ngek ngek..surprise leh..i also surprise le..been sleeping late..like real late..3am, 5am..

ANYWAYS, that was yesterday

TODAY i burnt the rice!!! hahahahahaa..as in, before leaving the house,

Pegganasauras: eh, check the rice leh
Li: okkkkkkkk

after 5-10 minutes

*sniff sniff*
CRAPPPP!!!!!!! burnt smell!!!! ran downstairs...crapppppp!!!!!! char ta liao!!!!! O_o''

*sighs*

JokerDennis is entertaining me with his funny ermmmmm, stories....

on a TOTALLY separate note, while walking back from uni (25 minute walk), i was thinking what type of bear JonTheBear would be if he was a bear..hahahahaa..like i said, it was a 25 minute walk!!! hahahaa..
so, would he be a care bear??? (awwww, so cute) or a big blue bear??? my vote goes to the care bear!!!


*Disclaimer: JonTheBear, just pulling your legs!!! hahaha..you know i love you!!! *grinsssss*

ok ok back to tax!!!

i had 3 msn 'moments' just now (what??!??)
as in i had 3 chat conversations with 3 ppl that was like, 'in the moment'..hahahaha..

some random musings:

WeirdAssStranger: can a person really be truly happy by making everyone else happy but have nothing and no one to himself?
Me: i think you can. i honestly do =)

tmr's gonna be a great day at uni!! i can feel it in my bones!!

SHOUT OUTSS!!
all the best JonTheBear for your paper tmr!!
thanks for Mac-er's CornyHauWei

damn lethargic can die
O_o

things to look forward to:

• uni to start tmr (don't ask me why)
• OCF this friday
• church this saturday
• a visit from BigSis this sunday
• hmmmm, wah damn sad..nothing to look forward to dy..depressing-nya O_o''

WILSON'S PROM

woke up at 5.00am O_0'

i was appointed to drive to Wilson's Prom today *grinssss broadly till cannot see eyes*

i drove a Honda..wait, or was it a Toyota...hmmm...who cares bout the car right?? the point is, I DROVE!!! i really miss driving.. it was a 3 hour drive..zoned out a couple of times..hahaha..but EntertainingDan kept me awake..

upon reaching there, we hiked Mt. Oberon which was a 3.4km hike..3.4km, easy peasy right?? i literally started panting after 10 minutes..easy, yarite!! *hmphhhh* but i was thinking, how come i could hike in Sarawak with a 10kg bag which was bigger than me, but i couldnt hike here??? yes i admit, i'm unfit now O_o



neways, i manage to conquer Mt.Oberon and the view!! oh the view was O-M-G, beautiful!!

yayyy!!!

my care group

after Mt.Oberon, we proceeded to Squeaky Beach..it was sooo freaking cold O_0 the sand squeeks!!! hahaha..played some ball games, took heaps of photos, celebrated Josh-es bday, and bbq ON the beach..coz it was really windy, we decided to bbq in between the rocks..it was hilarious..12 ppl, circling the teeny weeny bbq pan for heat..we look like druggies from afar!! hahahaha..then when the tide was rushing in, we were rushing out..and our next plan of action was to go to ANOTHER bbq pit to continue bbq-ing O_o''

i can just imagine the cows saying:

happy bday josh!!

came home and zonk out!! overall, it was an awesome trip..now i can add another one to my where-have-i-been-to-while-i-was-in-melbourne list..

a BIG HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY to FOXYSweeYin!!!!!

4 wonderful years of friendship AND still counting =) love ya heaps babe!!!

looky looky...eh JonTheBear and ermmm AwesomeHauWei, don't correct my SPILLING ok!!!! it is meant to be like that!!!! *sticks tongue out* ahahhahaha..

so my day out in the city as lil ms-tourguide was pretty fun..the day started off raining but then it was beautiful weather all the way..went to VicMart and Bridge Road..i was in awe at her shopping skills man..i think she easily forked out $500?? O_o'' neways, we had a lil bonding session..she's the one whom i visit the Good Samaritan Home with..we chatted a lil bout the kids..actually, i miss them O_o..

oooooooooooo

was dead flat out tired when i got home

oh yeah, i need to say a BIG FAT thank you to DanTheDad..thank you sooooo much for all the rides..thank you for going all the way out for us troublesome-girls-who-have-no-car-and-who-always-bug-you-like-crazy!!!! you're the best dan!! thank you so much again!!

one word for the leadership summit with John Bevere: AWESOME. period!!

HighMarketShareVincent, this is for you!!! *cheeky grin*

she's the reason why i'm in the city today =)she looks sooo B-E-A-U-tiful..

whooooop teee doooo..i'm gonna play ms-tourguide tmr when i meet up with her again tmr

*grinnnnssss*

cmdr lilian & i

.

after getting out from Melbourne Central, it friggin rained!!!! thank God for my shawl which turned into my tudung..hehehehe..JonTheBear said i looked weird O_0

.

we wanted to try greek food and i was pretty excited about it after watching a cook show on greek food this morning with ChelTheCutie..so we head towards a greek restaurant in Lonsdale street but it was so full O_o so instead we went to Kings of Kings which was ard the corner for egg shifon rice..JonTheBear was craving for it since we got into the train

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had max brenner after that..ahhhhhhh!! *yummylicious* *lips smacking*

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oooooo..suckao'ssss!!!!

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it wasn't called that for no reason..we have to put the choc into the milk which is heated by a candle underneath and stir the choc till it melts and then suck the milk..so i stirred and stirred and stirred and stirred O_o finally when it was thick and creamy i sipped it..it was amazing!! i'm not into chocs but it was amazing!! it burnt my tongue and fingers tho coz it was a metal straw!! O_o''

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mr brenner and JonTheBear

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muaaaa..so blurrrr..lousy photographer O_o

okie dokes..back to tax again..

greek cakes

i've got a splitting headache..trying not to move too much O_o' i should be in bed, sleeping..

it's raining now..suddenly i thought of how much i like the sound of rain BUT hate it when it gets dark..and how i like to eat my egg yokes..like if it is hardboiled, i'll eat the yoke..if it's mata kerbau, i won't..BUT if it is a lil hard, i'll eat it?? *weird fetish-es man*

neways, i've gotta concentrate on tax and leaving my laptop on does me no good..

b good peeps..

*scurries off*

seriously couldn't do any studying today O_o
my itchy fingers started clicking on friendster and ppl's blog..haha..

went to p-ewe's room and she said that she wanted to go to the park..and i was yeah!! i was thinking of that too..so we got ready and started walking..actually, we were wandering in our neighbourhood trying to find that park!! haha..we never did find the park, not even close to it..ha!! but the point is, we WALKED. for 50 minutes!! *take that*

had dinner then went over to jason's to collect my laundry..then then then i forgotten y i went there for coz i smelt lamb chop!!!!!!! *droolllsssss*

*jason and kongs voice* damnnnn niceeeee
i want also!! greedy me O_o

apparently it was marinated for days dy so it'll be awesomeeeeee

ok ok better start reading tax man

11.30am
woke up to an empty house
called peggen with a pathetic voice, 'where r u?' O_o'

12.00pm
cooked maggi mee and watch the Ellen Generes Show

1.32pm
house still empty

quick commmeeeee homeeeeeee!!!!

EASTER CAMP 2006- City of our Lord (C.O.O.L)

was awesome!! big kudos to the committee specially hau wei tan and rajy baby :o)
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on the way to Portsea for COOL Camp

*jeff, me and andrew*

so this year my cell groups name is Yesha Boulevard..it is suppose to be God's name in front and a place name behind.. uniquely weird man and VERY hard to remember..i enjoyed the company of my cell tho i'm always kinda shy and quiet with new ppl and i don't tend to say much but instead i do heaps of head nodding and smilling..haha..i like alwin!! haha..he's so funny and entertaining..

*alwin, me and el*

*alwin, lionnel, john and me*

*mel fan and me*

the committee organized workshops on the 3rd day and i attented the armageddon one which jem reminded me that i attended it last year..haha..but i still went for it and i was TRYING so hard not to fall asleep coz sherlynn asked me to sit and a freaking comfortable couch!! haha..the 2nd workshop i went for was simply awesome..it was on leadership..no hoo-ha about it but the ministry time was just awesome..i felt God's presence so strong and i felt like His princess one again!! i just ran into His arms..it was a sweet time..something i longed for..i longed to just let go in His presence and to be prayed for..got both!! *grins ever so widely*

oooo ooooo and we also played the guardian angel game..my mortal was alvin tjipto!! haha..what are the oughts man..he was very nice to me..for every one card i gave him, i got one chocs and card in return..and my angel is jason song!! haha..man,i'm lucky this year to have two influencial guys in OCF as my angel and mortal..like hau wei said, God's planning *wink*

this is angel, jason song. he reminds me of Guardian, God's head angel..haha..

during camp, did my rounds of smiling and small talks and laughing and *BOOM*, i have heaps of new friends =)

sau & i

hui li & i

jonathan lee & i

ok ok and the highlight of this camp definitely has to be the games bonding time with our own center ppl and oh oh the lame jokes!! ahhahaha..dennis is damn lame and funny..he created this joke which is hilarious..it goes like this:

why when i look at you, oxygen turns carbon dioxide? cause chemistry happens!!! wahahahhaahaha..and where do you put the corn?? at the corner..hahahahaha..

ok ok i know i'm damn lame..hahahaha....but it is soooo funny..haha..

so yeah, that it pretty much how easter camp was..will put more kitchen pics when i get it..

cheers!

so i figured i'd blog coz cause recently, i've found myself to be exceptionally forgetful!! i wonder y...hmmm, must be the age catching up with me *grinssss*

neways, this is also for you alllll to know what's up in my mischievous absolutely oh so happening life!! (rite!!)

that's cheeky..this is me

*cheers*