revival doesnt come easy. esp when its dead. unlike this blog, i'm still very much alive and kicking. much has been happening to me and to the ppl ard me. chel's parents came and went. pegs parents are here now and mine is coming next thurs. all our graduation dates are one week after another. when i graduate, it will also be chel's bday. how full on can one month be?
anyways how am i you ask? ok. not fantastic. not awesome. just ok. going with the flow of a lot of things. so much uncertainty. so much patience involved. so much waiting. so much of everything but too little action. i detest when the same ppl ask me the same questions like 'how is ur pr going' a gazzilion times. when i do get it, u'll know it. same goes for my job. yup, i'm still working at a cafe in uni. almost got an accounting job but they decided against it. so i'm back to applying for more jobs.
i see everyone ard me receiving their miracle except me. in a weird way, i still feel at peace. in the midst of all the small talks going on in my head, i know mine is on its way. when i pray for someone to get theirs, i feel i'm one step closer to mine. like my urbies. omg their amazing. the last 2 weeks, testimonies after testimonies have been rolling in. i cant wait to see all u guys this tues for some major praise session.
so wht do u do when u have no hope left?
can you live a life without hope?
wht then becomes of u?
i can't see the light at the end of this tunnel. but the light guiding my path now is sufficient.
ANYWAYS on to less depressing topics :) i'm so happy for pegs coz her parents brought goodies for her! i think they packed the smell of msia here too. coz really my house really smells like a home now. both literally and figuratively! :)
anyways how am i you ask? ok. not fantastic. not awesome. just ok. going with the flow of a lot of things. so much uncertainty. so much patience involved. so much waiting. so much of everything but too little action. i detest when the same ppl ask me the same questions like 'how is ur pr going' a gazzilion times. when i do get it, u'll know it. same goes for my job. yup, i'm still working at a cafe in uni. almost got an accounting job but they decided against it. so i'm back to applying for more jobs.
i see everyone ard me receiving their miracle except me. in a weird way, i still feel at peace. in the midst of all the small talks going on in my head, i know mine is on its way. when i pray for someone to get theirs, i feel i'm one step closer to mine. like my urbies. omg their amazing. the last 2 weeks, testimonies after testimonies have been rolling in. i cant wait to see all u guys this tues for some major praise session.
so wht do u do when u have no hope left?
can you live a life without hope?
wht then becomes of u?
i can't see the light at the end of this tunnel. but the light guiding my path now is sufficient.
ANYWAYS on to less depressing topics :) i'm so happy for pegs coz her parents brought goodies for her! i think they packed the smell of msia here too. coz really my house really smells like a home now. both literally and figuratively! :)
posted by ms quek at 11:51 PM
5 Comments:
hey li! just a thought for ya.
how much hope do ya think Jesus saw whe He was hanging on the cross? In the garden, it is seen that even Christ Himself was struggling with it, even when He knew what was to happen. But look at what happen after that.
You've got an awesome victory up ahead li, like huge awesome!
haih...it's times like this i miss u and feel like flying over to give u a hug and remind you that God is always faithful!!
I really really understand how u feel. You know i do. Everyone else seems to have their miracle and you can't see any light in the tunnel. You just want the waiting to end.
I really understand.
But Li, hang in there! He cares and He hasn't left you out of His plans! The waiting part may be frustrating & painful, but God's timing is always perfect. It's often during the waiting times that we grow the most.
If you need any prayer requests, just email me. Will be praying for you! Huggsss......
u totally know its going to happen! i feel it in my bones.. and when it comes, the whole world will know its God!
look at Jess, even as she waits and puts God first, she's blessed way above what she can hope or imagine!
i love u and am so proud of u! don't stop praying and praising, its coming soon!
Hey just wanted to encourage you
with a verse. Was praying this week about roughly the same things and God showed me this verse. It's from
Habakkuk Chap 2
Verse 3: For the vision is yet for an appointed time, But in the end it will speak, and it will not lie.
Though it tarries, wait for it,
Because it will surely come,
It will not tarry.
Verse 4: But the just shall live by faith
P/S: So when is your graduation? Haha. I'll drop by.
thanks guys for the encouragement. dont worry, i'm still standing :)
btw chris, its this thurs! will email u all
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