Thursday, December 14, 2006

hola
i'm back!
ngek ngek ngek
sorry for the long hiatus
been busy la :)

so much has been happening lately:
summer school
Mel shifted over to stay for the summer
World Vision Benefit Concert
Chel's parents came to visit
LiSa's fishies story
Donna and San is here to stay!
and
I AM GOING HOME TMR!!!!!!!!!
boo yah!!

anyway
i wanna blog about assurance
why do ppl want assurance from man just to make themselves feel good for only that moment?
i mean wht's the point if you already know/ur gut feeling tells u tht it is NOT going to go your way or the way u THINK it is going? y bother seeking for assurance?
i use to rant my head of to friends just to seek for assurance. waiting for them to say that everything will be ok.
i think a lot of us live in denial and we just dont wanna face the truth.

and just the other day, i had an issue with one of the units i was taking for summer school
to cut the long story short, i was told that i might have paid $2k for a unit that wouldnt contribute to my remaining 4 units for me to grad. at that moment, i wanted to call anybody somebody just to complain n rant. but strangely enough i didnt. the first thing that came to my mind was 'y do u need assurance from man?' at tht moment i knew it was God who was speaking to me. the actual fact was that i didnt need assurance. i needed to see a course advisor and straighten things out and get confirmation. not assurance. God reminded me i didnt need assurance from man. all i needed was to TRUST in Him and that He was my assurance and my defendant! i was so glad i stop to listen and to ponder on wht He spoke to me :)

alrighty
i gotta run for my lecture now


3 Comments:

Blogger Keith said...

so will i be getting a call for teh tarik soon?

9:28 PM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

hi huili! thanks for sending me to the airport that day :) and yes your post abt reassurance really hit a nerve with me and it's true... the only assurance we need and can count on, is HIS. it took me so long to realise that but i'm glad your post stirred some thoughts in my head! have a good holiday in msia and see ya in melb in feb!

9:32 PM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

el!!
hahaha
no worries bout the airport thingy :)
n i'm glad my post benefited others too :)
u take care too
hugs!

8:36 PM  

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